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H Is For Hawk Audiobook

H Is For Hawk

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Publisher's Summary

Winner of the 2014 Costa Book of the Year Award

Winner of the 2014 Samuel Johnson Prize.

Costa Biography Award Winner 2014

'In real life, goshawks resemble sparrowhawks the way leopards resemble housecats. Bigger, yes. But bulkier, bloodier, deadlier, scarier, and much, much harder to see. Birds of deep woodland, not gardens, they’re the birdwatchers’ dark grail.’

As a child Helen Macdonald was determined to become a falconer. She learned the arcane terminology and read all the classic books, including T. H. White’s tortured masterpiece, The Goshawk, which describes White’s struggle to train a hawk as a spiritual contest.

When her father dies and she is knocked sideways by grief, she becomes obsessed with the idea of training her own goshawk. She buys Mabel for £800 on a Scottish quayside and takes her home to Cambridge. Then she fills the freezer with hawk food and unplugs the phone, ready to embark on the long, strange business of trying to train this wildest of animals.

To train a hawk you must watch it like a hawk, and so gain the ability to predict what it will do next. Eventually you don’t see the hawk’s body language at all. You seem to feel what it feels. The hawk’s apprehension becomes your own. As the days passed and I put myself in the hawk’s wild mind to tame her, my humanity was burning away.’

Destined to be a classic of nature writing, H is for Hawk is a record of a spiritual journey - an unflinchingly honest account of Macdonald's struggle with grief during the difficult process of the hawk's taming and her own untaming. At the same time, it's a kaleidoscopic biography of the brilliant and troubled novelist T. H. White, best known for The Once and Future King.

It's a book about memory, nature and nation, and how it might be possible to try to reconcile death with life and love.

©2014 Helen MacDonald (P)2014 Random House Audiobooks

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  • Cleon
    Cambridge, United Kingdom
    5/03/15
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    "A delicious collage of word images"
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    This book doesn't grab you and hold you in the way that many other books do, but it is totally addictive because of the way Helen MacDonald paints images with words. At times her thoughts seem to jump about, from 'now' to her past, then to 'White', the author of a book that seems to have driven her all of her life, then back to now again.
    One deeply feels the love - hate relationship that she has with Mabel ... her Goshawk; overwhelmingly it is love, but Mabel is a wild animal with a very firm view of her place in the world; which frequently leads her to projects that are not included in Helen's plans.
    I love this book and highly commend it.

    0 of 0 people found this review helpful
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    Kildonan
    12/09/15
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    "The cure for loneliness is solitude"


    “The hawk had filled the house with wildness as a bowl of lilies fills a house with scent.”

    Enter a world that is intense with feeling and imagery, a book about books, history and becoming and loving the wild around us the wild in us, accepting the death of a hunt but respecting the dead, a book about loss.

    “Here’s a word. Bereavement. Or, Bereaved. Bereft. It’s from the Old English bereafian, meaning ‘to deprive of, take away, seize, rob’. Robbed. Seized. It happens to everyone. But you feel it alone. Shocking loss isn’t to be shared, no matter how hard you try.”
    ― Helen Macdonald, H is for Hawk

    “We carry the lives we’ve imagined as we carry the lives we have, and sometimes a reckoning comes of all of the lives we have lost.”
    ― Helen Macdonald, H is for Hawk

    My brother recommended me this book, I had overlooked it, but as soon as I entered the author's lair I was trapped by the beauty of its language, the intensity of feeling some so primordial, like smell and blood, the desire to fly. She exposes her understanding, her love, her most personal vulnerabilities like few authors dare, this is not a novel this is a confessional a sadness shared an obsession explained and she manages to bring to life, moments, details that were a mystery a dark art, that has been practiced thru the centuries.
    This is an opportunity to enter a world of secrets and memories passed on from person to person through time through diverse civilisations, an opportunity into a magical world where perfect killers become bonded with a human through and act so mysterious and delicate it is hard to believe, the dedication the patience it requires.

    “Everything about the hawk is tuned and turned to hunt and kill. Yesterday I discovered that when I suck air through my teeth and make a squeaking noise like an injured rabbit, all the tendons in her toes instantaneously contract, driving her talons into the glove with terrible, crushing force. This killing grip is an old, deep pattern in her brain, an innate response that hasn't yet found the stimulus meant to release it. Because other sounds provoke it: door hinges, squealing brakes, bicycles with unoiled wheels - and on the second afternoon, Joan Sutherland singing an aria on the radio. Ow. I laughed out loud at that. Stimulus: opera. Response: kill.”
    ― Helen Macdonald, H is for Hawk

    9 of 10 people found this review helpful
  • Chris Lilly
    30/01/15
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    "Superb Autobiography, superb audiobook."

    Absolutely exquisite auto-biography. It's the story of healing from grief and loss, through the good graces of nature, landscape, and a hawk called Mabel. Interwoven with Helen MacDonald's own story is the weird life and writing of T. H. White, particularly his book 'The Goshawk', telling the sorry story of his attempt to 'man' a Goshawk. His healing through writing is an essential part of her story. It's poetic, honest, wears its knowledge very lightly, and I loved it. As narrated (really well) by Helen MacDonald herself, the warmth and intimacy of a fine book is enhanced in the audio version. On its own, this is a great advertisement for audio books.

    11 of 13 people found this review helpful
  • Sydney
    London, United Kingdom
    29/12/14
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    "Lives up to the hype"

    I was hearing praise for this memoir from all quarters and finally gave in and spent a credit. It's a worthy winner of the Samuel Johnson Prize and all its other accolades- poetical, funny, mesmerising, full of insights and information. If you're looking for a book that seizes you by the lapels it might not be for you; it can be cool, standoffish, un-snuggly--a bit like its titular hawk. After the first hour I at least was completely hooked and it brought a rewarding mood of contemplation to my work week. Perfectly read by the author, who unlike many writers sounds like a professional reader (in fact, just realised to my surprise that it was read by the author, in writing this review!). Highly recommended for bookish lovers of nature.

    11 of 13 people found this review helpful
  • J
    4/02/15
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    "Great book, brilliantly read by the author"

    A very rich book and wonderfully read. It brings together the personal journey of the author through the period where she is coming to terms with the sudden death of her father while training her hawk, and her analysis of the life and memoir of TH White who writes about his attempts to tame a similar a hawk. And much on history of falconry and on natural history.

    6 of 7 people found this review helpful
  • Aruna Limoli
    London, EC3M 1DT
    24/11/16
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    "unexpectedly good"

    I went it with somewhat low expectations but ended up really liking the story and the way the relationship between Helen and Mable developed. The narrator was good but could have done without the attempts at American accent in places (when narrating dialogue between the protagonist and an American colleague/ friend).

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful
  • Boggy of Bucks
    Buckinghamshire
    12/09/16
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    "Perfectly narrated"

    This is a well written and extremely well read book. Like many recent 'nature' books it is literary and knowing, and all the better for it.

    A lovely book.

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful
  • Rogayah
    Reading, United Kingdom
    22/08/16
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    "Open a new world"

    This is a wonderful story of loss and struggle; it is also a story intwined with the changing season and is very brave document of coping with grief told sensitively and lyrically.

    Helen MacDonald is author and narrator as well as falconer. I know nothing much about falconry. I have seen flaconers displays and fly their birds at county shows or something, but this ancient art of training and flying raptors is obviously more than an ancient curio seen in museum tapestries or carvings and illustrated medieval Books of Hours etc. She brings alive the passion and pain of living and bonding with a goshawk and weaves into it the story of T H White's experiences not only as a fellow goshawk trainer but also as a very damaged man.

    She tells the story of her life, that of her father's and of T H White with a truth and understanding that makes it more than the sum of its parts. I think too knowing that she is also the narrator makes is much more of a personal story. Very well done!

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful
  • Andrew
    London, United Kingdom
    11/04/16
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    "Enjoyable"

    Thoroughly enjoyed this. Great journey and I learnt a lot too. Was a little disappointed that this was from an experienced falconer and not someone with less experience, but beautifully written and a great listen. Read very well too.

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful
  • G. Rance
    Hertfordshire, England
    10/04/16
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    "Not for me, I found it very dull."
    What disappointed you about H Is For Hawk?

    I found the book dull, I was hoping I would enjoy it but felt there was too much detail about the hawk and not enough about how the author dealt with her grief, the balance wasn't quite right for me. I didn't engage with the book and skimmed through the last few chapters.


    What was most disappointing about Helen MacDonald’s story?

    Nothing wrong with the book and I know lots of other readers think it's wonderful so I'm in the minority-it just didn't grab me.


    What three words best describe Helen MacDonald’s performance?

    well read, no problem with her narration.


    Any additional comments?

    I did learn about how hawks are tamed which was interesting and this is what I will take away from the book, but I was glad to finish the book which was chosen for my book reading group.

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful
  • leticia
    1/03/16
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    "most fantastic and emotional journey"

    I love the fact Helen Mcdonald narrates it herself. she knows the story, the right inflections, and can carry the emotion so honestly

    2 of 2 people found this review helpful

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